Operation ME

This morning I feel again. Woke up without anxiety and was able to move a mountain with out effort or regret and with ease and conviction. I did good. Hope it was seen by those who have lost faith in me.

I am little by little regaining faith in myself and I imagine it will not be a swift or easy. But I will do my best to persevere on this journey to rediscovering myself.

Understanding my situation and accepting is stage 1 of  ‘Operation making me whole again.’

As they say, it has to get worse before it gets better. So I will hang tight and wait.

I found it!

I found it!

I think….

I found the smile of my heart!

I have to make, create, change, design and redesign! That is where my smile was hiding.

I need to create!!!!!!

THen I can, no I will…


My smile and joy lies there!!!!!

I need to be a creator!

I am a creator!!!